I have this great idea in my head just waiting to be witnessed and performed in a way that even I could never pull off in a million years. Sitting here in silence I catch a glimpse of a less attractive way of spilling the truth without words or actions. Addiction since the age of innocence will always haunt the soul who invented this drug. I have feared this gift in so many entries that it freaks me out the way in a split second reality and fantasy come together to form this whole other realm of gifted fiction and hidden pleasure.
July 9, 1997