It is happening again. Caught off guard as always, adolescent behavior does not go away with age. Amazing how insanely correct the “domino effect” seems to be. Irony gets the best of me sending waves of uncontrollable laughter frightening off any on-looker that accidently falls victim to becoming a witness. Such mockery! I am putting too much of myself into this competitive relationship. Too much has slipped through the cracks along with the mass amount of insects that hide in the shadows as well. There is nothing I can hold on to. All is meant to be lost, but it always seems too soon. Set aside time to dwell.
June 6, 1998