I think I’ve reached the point where I just don’t care anymore. Whatever happens, happens. I’m tired of caring about it. There always seems to be something to worry over, but most of the time nothing ever surfaces. I am alienating myself from friends and family. For the past three weeks I have been a different person and I don’t like what I have become. I don’t know who I am. Today was one of those days that needed to be spent under the warmth of the sun enjoying the cool air instead of sitting bent over a computer inside closed walls. I am waiting for one single comment to set me off. Just another Monday.
December 14, 1998