I have been thinking about greatness. In the near future I am hoping to become more than just talk. There is a heavy load I have placed on myself but I know what I am doing, I know what I have done. At the age of twenty-two I once again have the confidence I possessed when I was nine, and the vulnerability needed to believe in the impossible. Life can seem so trivial to me at times. Some days I don’t care about the future and would rather stay in bed to watch the rise and fall of the sun but I can’t let myself get pulled in.
December 19, 1999